你不知道的事

我以为我的EQ已经为我管理好那些事
我以为我已经胜过那些尘世世俗的事
那些我没解开的结
每一段还未修复的关系
那些我以为我已经放下的人事物

你要是白天问我，理智告诉我我已把之处理
我无所谓，我没有感觉压力，我没什么烦恼

可是为何晚间彻夜未眠，辗转反侧
头脑不是想着什么
可是活跃的不行
骗得了心思，头脑
骗不了潜意识
的放不下

指环

那枚小巧浑圆的圈

石的重量为0.34卡

指环算他2克

我把它带在上

你说它套在中指的时候有多重

哪一天我们在众人与神面前

交换的那枚，带在无名指的时侯

还会是一克几卡的重量吗

它象征我们赌注一生的筹码

这一把赌我们下半辈子的幸福或潦倒

赌我们厮守人生路谁能走多久

赌一方爱另一方更多还是否不辞劳累

赌一方付出更多更觉得有爱

赌一把一生一世一夫一妻一生相爱

然而我知掌管明天掌管轮盘的是谁

我尚且躺卧在他为我准备的青草地

静静的耐心等待祢为我摆设的宴席

管他的指环多重

一颗伤风小丸子

把我弄的眼皮重

眼前睡觉最重要

婚礼钟声琼音近

我的心里越来越踏实
每过一天
心里都坦然淡定
时间还有266天
主要的事物
多大安排好
控制得看起来还可以

就是神给我们多一些时间分离
多一些时间赚钱
多一些时间独处
多一些时间弥补

弥补往后可能会遗憾没做得事
没一起相处得时光，天伦之乐，手足之情

让我学会更加珍惜

那人就是你吗？

我在等一个人，一个愿意走进我的生命分享我的喜怒哀乐的人，一个知道我曾经无尽的等待因而更加珍惜我的人，一个也许没能参与我的昨天却愿意和我携手走过每一个明天的人，一个知道我不完美却依然喜欢我甚至连我得不完美也一并欣赏的人。

‪#‎几米語錄‬

The Proposal

A few weeks before his arrival, my a-romantic man asked if I can spare a slot during his 3 days trip in KL, so he can propose to me.
I was like *doink*,  shouldn't this be a surprise?!
But here you go, my super boyfriend, naturally cute like this, not really an expert in surprise making.

He promise to improve, which is quiet comforting for me to look forward in the future.

Highlight of that night:

Despite knowing that it's going to be the proposal night, and have to pretend that I do not know anything about it, which is taking quite a bit of the acting part of me, I wanted him to dress in a nicer pair of jeans, since this is will be a special occasion, but he insisted to wear the pants with the weirdest length. (I now declare I hate that pants, please do not wear it anymore! I will buy you new pants.) He even yell at his mum, for fear that the mum is making his big plan *kantoi* He is cutely ngong like that, oh my boy...

Well I was expecting a proposal but seriously I have no idea what's going to happen. I know Rachel and my sisters are involved, but that's all. I was truly shock when I see the KY crowds all around...but prior to that, WenJie is too obvious to be notice with that fedora and the guitar, blame your height, I guess you must.

The song he made, which he later admit was too much of a canto pop...actually makes me tear abit in the video if you could notice. The lyric is so 1970s, but ya...I think it was the verse that touch me. Maybe you should retouch the song a little bit more.

I know I couldn't ask for more, I know it's the heart and the efforts that count, I want to give thanks for trying, please don't give up and keep surprising me.

I want to give thanks to my sisters, and everyone who came to witness this special moment, Evie for capturing this video and the rapid post production, Michelle and Becky for the DSLR pro shots. Thanks for all the sweet memory!

We promise to learn and improve and strive on this happy journey.

Is that rain?

6.30pm 13th March, 2014

Finally it rains, after 2X days.
Must be the prayer we made yesterday at CG.
Must have been my rain dance, though I was just doing Jung Dayeon.

I thank God nevertheless, for at least one good news to quench the thirst of Malaysian hope.
I thank God for washing the haze away for my baby and le future mother in law to come.

It's her first visit here, I hope everything went fine.

I wish her safe flight, sound sleep..
I wish her health.

May God bless this great lady.

DeN

我娘

自己做错事还可以大声吼帮助他的人的，若非家慈，早被揍死。

#真人真事