The Proposal

A few weeks before his arrival, my a-romantic man asked if I can spare a slot during his 3 days trip in KL, so he can propose to me.
I was like *doink*,  shouldn't this be a surprise?!
But here you go, my super boyfriend, naturally cute like this, not really an expert in surprise making.

He promise to improve, which is quiet comforting for me to look forward in the future.

Highlight of that night:

Despite knowing that it's going to be the proposal night, and have to pretend that I do not know anything about it, which is taking quite a bit of the acting part of me, I wanted him to dress in a nicer pair of jeans, since this is will be a special occasion, but he insisted to wear the pants with the weirdest length. (I now declare I hate that pants, please do not wear it anymore! I will buy you new pants.) He even yell at his mum, for fear that the mum is making his big plan *kantoi* He is cutely ngong like that, oh my boy...

Well I was expecting a proposal but seriously I have no idea what's going to happen. I know Rachel and my sisters are involved, but that's all. I was truly shock when I see the KY crowds all around...but prior to that, WenJie is too obvious to be notice with that fedora and the guitar, blame your height, I guess you must.

The song he made, which he later admit was too much of a canto pop...actually makes me tear abit in the video if you could notice. The lyric is so 1970s, but ya...I think it was the verse that touch me. Maybe you should retouch the song a little bit more.

I know I couldn't ask for more, I know it's the heart and the efforts that count, I want to give thanks for trying, please don't give up and keep surprising me.

I want to give thanks to my sisters, and everyone who came to witness this special moment, Evie for capturing this video and the rapid post production, Michelle and Becky for the DSLR pro shots. Thanks for all the sweet memory!

We promise to learn and improve and strive on this happy journey.

Is that rain?

6.30pm 13th March, 2014

Finally it rains, after 2X days.
Must be the prayer we made yesterday at CG.
Must have been my rain dance, though I was just doing Jung Dayeon.

I thank God nevertheless, for at least one good news to quench the thirst of Malaysian hope.
I thank God for washing the haze away for my baby and le future mother in law to come.

It's her first visit here, I hope everything went fine.

I wish her safe flight, sound sleep..
I wish her health.

May God bless this great lady.

DeN

我娘

自己做错事还可以大声吼帮助他的人的，若非家慈，早被揍死。

#真人真事

I am not Mad

I appreciate your effort to reply =) a comment to show your care.
So if you really care to read, you will, after all this is not a task...
I just thought this is a sweet thing to have between us.
If life caught you too busy, I would love to believe that
it's the wedding that kept your hand tight.
it's ok, if you don't read, don't have time to read or etc...
I rather know the truth than sweet lies

Actually it's not OK, you have to attentively read, and
know what is happening in me and my life, and my mind.
unless you don't care...or you think this is just another brainless thing I do.
So when I talk to you, I know you care about me and care about what is happening
Sometime we are both too caught up with things in life, I might not have all day with you
to tell you about how I feel, and what has happen, same goes to you,

So these here, too serve the same function,
I always long for some deeper conversation.
Spending years together shouldn't be just about, what did you eat today?

I want to know you more...always
and hope you can help me to know myself better too...
besides what have make my stomach fill today...
It could be more, it could be deeper...

愁云满布的吉隆坡

连日暴晒干旱无雨，我坐在车里带裂痕的挡风玻璃外面烟霾朦胧一片。
我的超级人体感应器－鼻鼻流了一整天，喷了一整天。
能不拜大旱＋烟霾灾灾所赐吗？！
自从看张医生以来，已经好几个月好好的，没大伤风－就是今天
接下来2个月，各地区将轮流实行每2天制水，2天有水供制度。
你说晕不晕...

昨天在野党领袖前前前副首相安华肛交一案－审判近十年竟匆匆在1.5小时内被判罪名成立。
进进出出监牢整十载，又再入狱5年。我先不说他的政治立场，单就这案件来看肯定是造假。
瞎子都看得出这是政治搞手的邋遢招数，可是连司法界也出卖公义良心，真的不怕现眼报吗？不怕被雷霹死吗？晚上睡得着吗？
这片土地...我们都叹。敢问苍天，公义何存啊！
腐败到这个地步，大马人心都死了。

今天一早看了FB马航MH370与控制站失联的洗版，我的心更是沉重。
机上的客人来自14个国家，还有2名婴孩。
我的心很沉，为着这些乘客的家属着急，马航方面迟迟不公开表态。
处理手法十分差劲，我在想他们要是有点同理心，能为家属们设身处地的着想， 也该理解家属这刻的心情是多么恐惧，活在未知的那种焦虑分秒侵蚀着他们，马航是没脑袋的吗？！
要是他家人也是乘客之一，他能不疯掉吗？是禽兽没感觉的吗？！
除了沉，心里也很寒，我自问搭飞机也相当频密，其实说我不怕吗？不可能，我害怕死了！
过了这么多年，我还是很怕，起飞降落，遇上气流晃机的时候！我手心冒的全是汗，我都使劲呼求主名，拼了命的祷告。这几乎是我每次在机上的routine，每每机晃的时候，我都希望紧抓的不是座椅扶手，其实我很也害怕，有一天我就消失在空中，这样死掉。
所以大马发生这不幸的事件让我特别心寒。

回到家里跟妈咪想说说话，
我说：外面天气很差 。（烟霾弥漫）
不料（其实早该料到，他又会焦点转移）
妈咪：是咯，天气这么差，你也可以玩到这么迟才回来。
分明是在找碴，我不说了。
上楼上写博宣泄一下，卸卸心里的重担。

Planning for the rest of the week

Friday- SSM // Bangsar Lunch // Poslaju // Squat // Jung DaYeon (arm)
Saturday- Gown shopping with Val // Band Practice
Sunday- Church // Latte Place

Pretty much that's it.
You too have a great weekend.

Gambateh ne,
Denise

Week ??

Well someone has been taking this blog quite lightly recently.
I could tell why, as someone has been busy managing his money making post on FB.

Baby, I know it has been hard to say good bye to some of your once hopeful piece of instrument,
I know it has been time and energy consuming to sort out the store room and get all the junk out and sell it off.
But it will be all worth while whenever I hear from you that another piece is sold.
I know you have been doing all these for the wedding expenses.
Thank you baby, for all the hard work.
Keep it up.

One day we will get all the instrument back, ok?
When we have our own place, I will spare you a home studio, ok?

promise!

Love you aLways,
DeN

1st Day of March

Hi 2014, it's been real quick, you are now 58 days old.
Well on this beginning of March, as a great commencement,
I want to thank the Lord for giving my baby an opportunity to serve you as a worship leader.
Being a musician, he has always ready to dedicate his time and talent for you Lord.
May he grow faithfully in the position and serve humbly as Your servant,
Lord, please grant him great favour from all the member of the team, and wisdom as he leads them.
I pray for him a heart of love and patience, a heart of worship and praise.
As we serve we pray for the Holy Spirit to be with us, guide us in situations.
God, our almighty God, thank you for everything you gave us.
Precious God, we love you.

In Jesus name,
we pray,

Amen!