你不知道的事

我以为我的EQ已经为我管理好那些事
我以为我已经胜过那些尘世世俗的事
那些我没解开的结
每一段还未修复的关系
那些我以为我已经放下的人事物

你要是白天问我，理智告诉我我已把之处理
我无所谓，我没有感觉压力，我没什么烦恼

可是为何晚间彻夜未眠，辗转反侧
头脑不是想着什么
可是活跃的不行
骗得了心思，头脑
骗不了潜意识
的放不下

指环

那枚小巧浑圆的圈

石的重量为0.34卡

指环算他2克

我把它带在上

你说它套在中指的时候有多重

哪一天我们在众人与神面前

交换的那枚，带在无名指的时侯

还会是一克几卡的重量吗

它象征我们赌注一生的筹码

这一把赌我们下半辈子的幸福或潦倒

赌我们厮守人生路谁能走多久

赌一方爱另一方更多还是否不辞劳累

赌一方付出更多更觉得有爱

赌一把一生一世一夫一妻一生相爱

然而我知掌管明天掌管轮盘的是谁

我尚且躺卧在他为我准备的青草地

静静的耐心等待祢为我摆设的宴席

管他的指环多重

一颗伤风小丸子

把我弄的眼皮重

眼前睡觉最重要

婚礼钟声琼音近

我的心里越来越踏实
每过一天
心里都坦然淡定
时间还有266天
主要的事物
多大安排好
控制得看起来还可以

就是神给我们多一些时间分离
多一些时间赚钱
多一些时间独处
多一些时间弥补

弥补往后可能会遗憾没做得事
没一起相处得时光，天伦之乐，手足之情

让我学会更加珍惜

那人就是你吗？

我在等一个人，一个愿意走进我的生命分享我的喜怒哀乐的人，一个知道我曾经无尽的等待因而更加珍惜我的人，一个也许没能参与我的昨天却愿意和我携手走过每一个明天的人，一个知道我不完美却依然喜欢我甚至连我得不完美也一并欣赏的人。

‪#‎几米語錄‬

The Proposal

A few weeks before his arrival, my a-romantic man asked if I can spare a slot during his 3 days trip in KL, so he can propose to me.
I was like *doink*,  shouldn't this be a surprise?!
But here you go, my super boyfriend, naturally cute like this, not really an expert in surprise making.

He promise to improve, which is quiet comforting for me to look forward in the future.

Highlight of that night:

Despite knowing that it's going to be the proposal night, and have to pretend that I do not know anything about it, which is taking quite a bit of the acting part of me, I wanted him to dress in a nicer pair of jeans, since this is will be a special occasion, but he insisted to wear the pants with the weirdest length. (I now declare I hate that pants, please do not wear it anymore! I will buy you new pants.) He even yell at his mum, for fear that the mum is making his big plan *kantoi* He is cutely ngong like that, oh my boy...

Well I was expecting a proposal but seriously I have no idea what's going to happen. I know Rachel and my sisters are involved, but that's all. I was truly shock when I see the KY crowds all around...but prior to that, WenJie is too obvious to be notice with that fedora and the guitar, blame your height, I guess you must.

The song he made, which he later admit was too much of a canto pop...actually makes me tear abit in the video if you could notice. The lyric is so 1970s, but ya...I think it was the verse that touch me. Maybe you should retouch the song a little bit more.

I know I couldn't ask for more, I know it's the heart and the efforts that count, I want to give thanks for trying, please don't give up and keep surprising me.

I want to give thanks to my sisters, and everyone who came to witness this special moment, Evie for capturing this video and the rapid post production, Michelle and Becky for the DSLR pro shots. Thanks for all the sweet memory!

We promise to learn and improve and strive on this happy journey.

Is that rain?

6.30pm 13th March, 2014

Finally it rains, after 2X days.
Must be the prayer we made yesterday at CG.
Must have been my rain dance, though I was just doing Jung Dayeon.

I thank God nevertheless, for at least one good news to quench the thirst of Malaysian hope.
I thank God for washing the haze away for my baby and le future mother in law to come.

It's her first visit here, I hope everything went fine.

I wish her safe flight, sound sleep..
I wish her health.

May God bless this great lady.

DeN

我娘

自己做错事还可以大声吼帮助他的人的，若非家慈，早被揍死。

#真人真事

I am not Mad

I appreciate your effort to reply =) a comment to show your care.
So if you really care to read, you will, after all this is not a task...
I just thought this is a sweet thing to have between us.
If life caught you too busy, I would love to believe that
it's the wedding that kept your hand tight.
it's ok, if you don't read, don't have time to read or etc...
I rather know the truth than sweet lies

Actually it's not OK, you have to attentively read, and
know what is happening in me and my life, and my mind.
unless you don't care...or you think this is just another brainless thing I do.
So when I talk to you, I know you care about me and care about what is happening
Sometime we are both too caught up with things in life, I might not have all day with you
to tell you about how I feel, and what has happen, same goes to you,

So these here, too serve the same function,
I always long for some deeper conversation.
Spending years together shouldn't be just about, what did you eat today?

I want to know you more...always
and hope you can help me to know myself better too...
besides what have make my stomach fill today...
It could be more, it could be deeper...

愁云满布的吉隆坡

连日暴晒干旱无雨，我坐在车里带裂痕的挡风玻璃外面烟霾朦胧一片。
我的超级人体感应器－鼻鼻流了一整天，喷了一整天。
能不拜大旱＋烟霾灾灾所赐吗？！
自从看张医生以来，已经好几个月好好的，没大伤风－就是今天
接下来2个月，各地区将轮流实行每2天制水，2天有水供制度。
你说晕不晕...

昨天在野党领袖前前前副首相安华肛交一案－审判近十年竟匆匆在1.5小时内被判罪名成立。
进进出出监牢整十载，又再入狱5年。我先不说他的政治立场，单就这案件来看肯定是造假。
瞎子都看得出这是政治搞手的邋遢招数，可是连司法界也出卖公义良心，真的不怕现眼报吗？不怕被雷霹死吗？晚上睡得着吗？
这片土地...我们都叹。敢问苍天，公义何存啊！
腐败到这个地步，大马人心都死了。

今天一早看了FB马航MH370与控制站失联的洗版，我的心更是沉重。
机上的客人来自14个国家，还有2名婴孩。
我的心很沉，为着这些乘客的家属着急，马航方面迟迟不公开表态。
处理手法十分差劲，我在想他们要是有点同理心，能为家属们设身处地的着想， 也该理解家属这刻的心情是多么恐惧，活在未知的那种焦虑分秒侵蚀着他们，马航是没脑袋的吗？！
要是他家人也是乘客之一，他能不疯掉吗？是禽兽没感觉的吗？！
除了沉，心里也很寒，我自问搭飞机也相当频密，其实说我不怕吗？不可能，我害怕死了！
过了这么多年，我还是很怕，起飞降落，遇上气流晃机的时候！我手心冒的全是汗，我都使劲呼求主名，拼了命的祷告。这几乎是我每次在机上的routine，每每机晃的时候，我都希望紧抓的不是座椅扶手，其实我很也害怕，有一天我就消失在空中，这样死掉。
所以大马发生这不幸的事件让我特别心寒。

回到家里跟妈咪想说说话，
我说：外面天气很差 。（烟霾弥漫）
不料（其实早该料到，他又会焦点转移）
妈咪：是咯，天气这么差，你也可以玩到这么迟才回来。
分明是在找碴，我不说了。
上楼上写博宣泄一下，卸卸心里的重担。

Planning for the rest of the week

Friday- SSM // Bangsar Lunch // Poslaju // Squat // Jung DaYeon (arm)
Saturday- Gown shopping with Val // Band Practice
Sunday- Church // Latte Place

Pretty much that's it.
You too have a great weekend.

Gambateh ne,
Denise

Week ??

Well someone has been taking this blog quite lightly recently.
I could tell why, as someone has been busy managing his money making post on FB.

Baby, I know it has been hard to say good bye to some of your once hopeful piece of instrument,
I know it has been time and energy consuming to sort out the store room and get all the junk out and sell it off.
But it will be all worth while whenever I hear from you that another piece is sold.
I know you have been doing all these for the wedding expenses.
Thank you baby, for all the hard work.
Keep it up.

One day we will get all the instrument back, ok?
When we have our own place, I will spare you a home studio, ok?

promise!

Love you aLways,
DeN

1st Day of March

Hi 2014, it's been real quick, you are now 58 days old.
Well on this beginning of March, as a great commencement,
I want to thank the Lord for giving my baby an opportunity to serve you as a worship leader.
Being a musician, he has always ready to dedicate his time and talent for you Lord.
May he grow faithfully in the position and serve humbly as Your servant,
Lord, please grant him great favour from all the member of the team, and wisdom as he leads them.
I pray for him a heart of love and patience, a heart of worship and praise.
As we serve we pray for the Holy Spirit to be with us, guide us in situations.
God, our almighty God, thank you for everything you gave us.
Precious God, we love you.

In Jesus name,
we pray,

Amen!

Jung DaYeon

Another round of Jung DaYeon.
A full set, on a guilty night after full moon party over eat, at 11pm

30 good minutes, I have endures.

So tomorrow will be my last day of my 40 days fasting of coffee.
I guess I will still reduce my coffee intake as I am taking it quite well now,
maybe I can cut it down to once a week thing, at max 2 cups on a week.
Seeing I can finish the tea bags over load at home.

Well with ending of one 40days, meaning another great beginning of endurance.
I am still thinking of carb, like rice...or desert...maybe carb...or both.

Well, baby...it will be your break free day after tomorrow too.
So you may eat 牛腩 as you like, unless you still want to control it.

How about cutting carb together with me?

aJa aJa Fighting
=DeN=

Weekend Again

It's weekend again, and my baby will usually be super busy around this time of the week.
Now since February seems to be a quiet month, I spend most of my time staying home.
I guess this is how God prepare me to enter into the "wife" stage of life.
Well, I am not sure what is God's plan laying ahead of me, but I am pretty sure, it's got to be the best plan of all.

So Jasmine incident is still revolving in my mind, I pray that God can enlighten me in this matter, dear God, what is the lesson you like me to learn from it, and please grant me wisdom and a spirit of wisdom in handling this issue and dealing with my best friend. God, I do not want to do things that I will regret for the rest of my life, God I want to make you proud on each of my move, let me rely on you, I need you for your comfort and for your help. I pray again for a spirit of wisdom, so it can free me from the resonance of this stories. Free me. In Jesus name I pray.

=DeN=

昨晚如常乘西隧小巴回家……想不到在山东街和渡船街交界，有一辆7人私家车冲红灯出来……正在司机位後的我看着小巴与私家车的相撞！
当时，心中只有一个想法：“不要与您分离啊！”
宝貝我爱您！

一路有你

宝贝，生活每一天都充满挑战，just like a hurdling run, 就像跳栏杆赛跑一样。
纵然如此，我依然勇往直前，我依然大步踏走，
每个挑战我胜过，每个栏杆我跨越；
打不倒的精神，充实地生活每一刻
谢谢你，从此以后－一路有你

神，祂每日更新我的另，每时每刻给我力量前进
我的每一步踏前，就是魔鬼拦住的撤退。

提 摩 太 後 書 1:7

7 因 為 神 賜 給 我 們 ， 不 是 膽 怯 的 心 ， 乃 是 剛 強 、 仁 愛 、 謹 守 的 心 

Plan of this week. 24Feb- 2Mac

今天是

Monday- 郑多燕 20分钟

Tuesday- 11am-5.30pm 工作－9pm 羽球 1个小时

Wednesday- 游泳10 laps + 郑多燕 (maybe), 晚上培灵会 -突然有工开11-12.30pm,顺道去一下SSM

Thursday- Meeting with the Bride Becca + Ash for lunch, Jung Da Yeon- full set- 培灵会

Friday- Jung Da Yeon- Full set (finger crossed)- 差点忘记了巧莹宝宝弥月派对 =)

Saturday- Appreciation Lunch/教会慰劳宴－ vocal class

Sunday- Church- Lunch? or home? House chores? Bangsar with Zi? 

That's the plan, let's make the full out of it. 

两个人两颗心两幅脑袋
思维不一
尺度不一
你的长或许对我来说不过如此的短
你说的满或许是我桶的一半

如何把我的脑袋套入你的思维模式
如何认同你的处事方式

我希望你可以好好跟我计划未来

无论是下个月，下半年，一年后，五年后，十年后
我想跟你绘画未来，但愿你除去事业以外，脑里心里也给我留个位置
憧憬我们的未来，不然我嫁的谁，给我无未来乎？


很害怕未知
=DeN=

昨天買了鑽戒；今天訂了機位；鬆了些咯

头脑又活跃得不睡觉了

是因为晚上跳的郑多燕跳的肌肉身体兴奋起来，跳跃拒绝睡觉吗？
还是那个免费婚纱摄影得诱惑？心里痒痒得计划起来

问了Joey Wan, 那位小姐还是唔忧做得，迟迟不给喔价钱。
只要她这边不太贵，还是可以考虑的。

还未关电脑，我是说未上床前的那次， 淘了一下， （骗人的）淘宝是个陷阱，
一淘不振，不淘为妙。看了一些婚纱照，就是之前在上海的时候，有想过要淘回来的一件，
还有在卖，价钱不是很贵－人民币188-298之间。买的过啦。可是还要考虑一下我们要拍的景点，穿这款婚纱合不合适. 给贝贝看看相片。

这款就是很早前就喜欢了，要是买了穿的舒适的话，行礼当天也适用。

还有另一件也是长袖的，刚刚发现的价格比较贵一点，婚纱后面有亮点，和以上一样，好穿的话，到时可以省会组婚纱钱。看看下图

<3 大Ribbon

淘着淘着发现原来也有卖情侣的主题礼服，宝贝可以看看喜不喜欢，我选了几款心水，只供参考而已。点击这里去淘宝 同样的不懂配不配合拍照景点，最重要是不懂贝贝喜不喜欢，这样的造型。 

宫廷婚纱－资料一般可是拍照效果应该不错

我觉得这个男装挺好看

型，但系边度揾只马来？

这套平，50块人仔一位。我不买也行，

旗袍，小凤仙我都有

现代学生装，事后还可以平时拿来穿。

2件90块人仔，底买啦。

有一款是有拉链，前面小公仔，后面大工仔.

可用来映背影

etc etc

其实景地也有点头绪了，很想把那也加进来，可是此时竟已凌晨 0623了。

宝贝自己点进来看看喜欢那个吧。景点这里

早安，宝宝爱你


教我怎么不不睡觉
＝DeN=

Outing with Mummy- 成功

Thanks to baby, and thanks to this Wedding preparation, I have kinda figure out the way to deal with my mum.
I think I I have hit a great success today.

So I mentioned that I like to bring her to a movie, The Journey, last Friday, but we couldn't make it.
She asked me this morning, let's go watch movie, I bet the movie has got a good review in the pasar too.

We went out for movie, I prepared 2 pieces of cloths, one cape for myself and a piece of AirAsia blanket in a bag. I told her before we hop on the car, that I brought one for her, she replied immediately, 我都唔惊冷。Fine, I keep it to myself, I said, Just incase. I could have just say, don't lie, we know you well enough, 一阵你舞好同我拿。 That would be the usual conversation.

Anyway I am glad that I applied the law of listens fast and speaks slow. At the end, I past her the roll of blanket in the cinema, she took it and use it as a neck rest, then later she lay it open and cover herself as she felt colder.

She even noticed her wiping her tears along the movie. I started to put more notice on her, trying to read her subtext.

I invited her to go check out the Noble House during lunch, if she is not too tired. She went with me, we walk up the staircase, but it was rest time for the restaurant, so we don't get to see the banquet hall that much. I spoke to Peggy Lee, the supervisor. I gave way to mummy before we leave, to ask any questions she is. I think that gesture makes her feel precious.

So, score there again.

We went home, and I offer to help her to cook the 罗汉斋 she planned to cook, but she resist due to tiredness. I felt it's just the right decision to make, cause now I know how to cook this dish, one of my baby's favourable dish, I can make it for him.

I am so happy.

I wish The Journey is still screening when baby gets here, then I can bring you and your mum to watch this very nice local film. and I wish I can find a timeslot to cook for you too.

I Love you, darling, can't wait to see you again.

LoveX3
=DeN=

星期三一早会去挑选求婚钻戒……虽然宝宝已知道，没有甚麽惊喜，但总之她开心便是了。

助人为快乐之本

今天终于鼓起勇气，踏出第一步。

原来要帮助人也要常常锻炼，不习惯的话，说起来也会吞吞吐吐。

吾常言道，恐惧是那些你去面对的未知，只要有勇气去面对，往往问题本来就是 小问题。

一点微不足道。

希望我小小的心意，哪天能让你大大的成长。

祝你筑梦成功，小朋友。 

不是说你啦，林长长.

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Time Bomb for you on this special Valentine's day. <3 

Look at your right =>

倒数第378天之运动篇

今天跳的是这个.中日字幕，郑多燕说的是韩语. 中文排在下面没有厚体看的不是很清楚，所以照着版跳还似模似样的。流了一点儿汗水，少了今天烧肉吃的90分之一吧。至少愧疚可以减少些。

今后呢，可以选择在家跳郑多燕，去阿姐那里游泳，还有周二打羽球。
郑多燕可以一周2－3天
游泳 1-2 天
羽球 1-2 天 （除了周二晚上，也可以考虑教会羽毛球团契在周日，可是一般周日是家庭日。
还得看看怎么样。

这样可以省下join gym的钱，还有车油费！

准新娘，aja! aja! Fighting!

美丽在望
=DeN=

寶貝， 對不起…

寶貝，
我對不起您﹗若我們不是儲蓄辦結婚；今年便可與您一起過19年一度的中西情人節啦。
祝情人節一樣快快樂樂﹗

No Fear

2 Timothy 1:7New King James Version (NKJV)7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

"静静地思考，慢慢地欣赏

     唔怕蚀底 ， 你就赚咗"

This quote was kind of a legacy my dad left to me on my very innocent 纪念册. (Maybe I should really dick that stuff out of don't know which one treasure box of mine) It was during my primary school days that I kept that book.
Yes. It make all sense now, was out with Vivian this afternoon when she express how envy she was that I have a lot of friends, these I must admit, friends of all kind, you can't avoid having rotten apple in the basket full, can you?
For God has not give us a spirit of fear- So my darling, fear not in all things...in our future undertaking, in marriage ( with me the lovely lady,of course), in your career, in money, in health, in baby bearing...and all....
Have faith with Him, for He has given us the Power, the Love and a Sound Mind....We can do all things in Him. 
Thank you papa, 
Fearless Den + Fearless Ken

Yes I bet that's how I was like all these years, Fearless of losing, losing anything in any sense. 

Yes, you bet I was hurt, many times, I was beaten down to the grown, defeated with the cruelness of every mankind. and so you asked, how then you say you gain, how then you become the winner? 

It's all about perspective, you gained things that it's beyond worth, you just don't easily realised it, you gain friendship, you gain true love, you gain wisdom, It's through losing, and fear not of losing, you through know how losing feels like then you feel the gain, the fruit of fearless, which could be as abundance as you will name it

Because why? because for God has given us a spirit of Power and of Love and of a Sound Mind.


Thank you Abba Father. 

宝贝来了！

＝HuG=

我愛您

Little Prince goes wild at 0400 hour

The night when I let the genius inside my brain, the imagination guy, goes wild-

He runs...

and I can't even catch his tail

I let it be, for he is happy now

He flies...

and I wish I could sit on his wings

like the Pegasus that came to my dream

and then Kate from England said it's four hours, 0400

and then I felt the dandruff on the back of my scalp getting moisture 

How do I tame the genius in my head, 

Can I sing you a lullaby, be a good boy and go get some rest...

Your habitat have a Thursday morning to wake up to...

to respond to the 0830, private alarm clock

to buy Ridsect mosquitos repellent spray for her mummy,

to look fresh even after make up, at work, so the client don't get too worry...too often

to improve her dark circle, so she can be prettier bride in like what...how many days from now...

380 days from now. 

Shall I give you a name, so we can be friend and work well together in the rest of our life?

Little genius = Little Prince

How about that?

Love,

Your Habitat  

周一。冷冷的天气

周一你那里只有摄氏8度 vs KL的34度。

禁食祷告的忘了第几天，完了2月份大概就39天了－差一天。
宝贝记得牛腩不准吃哦。

继续求主赐福宝贝，
主啊，求你赐福宝贝, 扩张他的境界、常与我们同在、保佑我们不遭患难、不受艰苦。
在工作上使宝贝健健的着从祢以来的力量信心。求主帮助宝贝，让他事业有新的突破，无论是个伯乐，或新机会， 新尝试；虽然我们不知道它会是怎么一回事，但神祢总有祢的时间。
祢是创造天地万有，掌管世上一切的那位主宰。神啊我们信靠祢，我们需要祢。求祢帮助我们，帮助我的爱人健健，更新他的灵，好使他重新在祢里面的着信心，得着爱和力量。以致我们无论在工作，在生活，在我俩感情上面都能够荣耀神你的名字，彰显你的形象。感谢主，垂听我们谦卑的祷告。

祷告主耶稣的名字祈求...

阿门

I heard the budget was alright!!!

So prayer works!
Now I haven't see the excel sheet yet.

Finger crossed that everything important is taken into account.

I am glad that at least you felt released now.

so we are a step ahead, and now that you have 3xK to catch, let's make this our goal and keep it in our prayer.

I hope that you and your mum can really make a trip here. It will definitely uplift how my family feel good about the Lam will loves me as they do.

Grateful for you, your family, my family and friends who love me like a baby.

I will work hard to be everyone Loves DeN. and a Den of Ken.

Miss you baby.

Have a sweet nap?

I failed

And again I failed, I felt so stupid after the call. I failed being capable to make you a happy boyfriend.
I think I just make you more stressful, but all I want is you to be here
and I can cry on your shoulder, instead of crying alone on my bed.



arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Starting this blog so...

It's 8th Feb 2014. Or to be technical the 9th of February. I started this blog with you as the co author here. I wish we could survive the coming 385days to the BigDay

Baby, that's too many thing that I like to tell you that have to remain in my mind, too many things that stuck over Facetime, and my stupid connection. All I want to do now is just to be with you. I hate distance, I hate that we are again defeated by distance, by technology. I hate that we always have little time to talk when we need it the most. And then time became our distance.

All the time, when I am feeling fragile, whenever I am emotionally weak, I thought, why, why are you not here by side, I picture myself sleeping around your arms, I picture myself embrace in your hug, and then all my problems will be staying far away. That all I need is you.  nothing else but you.

But it seems like the world is against me now. It seems like I am drowning, having a hard time to catch a breath. and then you have to go offline because it's late

That's a symphony playing in my mind, not a calm and peaceful one though...I wish.

I started this blog so...

....so I can rant about things revolving this Project Wedding,
....so I can tell you my mind, when distance being distance, or when time turn into distance
....so I can tell you how much I miss you
....so I can show you my love, the way I love to

and then at least I have a emotional trash hole.

Baby, what happen in this blog stays in this blog.
Add a new post, speak out your mind. Join me, write down your mind, be my co-author of this blog, be my co-author of the rest of my life.

This is unbelievably therapeutic, try it.


Just before I end a bad day with a bad way.

I guess a prayer ending will be perfect.

Dear Lord, my father.
As The Day is drawing nearer, we pray for wisdom in making decision of life, the right decision to not only pleasing ourself, not pleasing our parent's, not for our joy, nor our parent's pride, but to Glory you O, Lord.
We want to see light of you in our marriage, in my life. we want our marriage to be able to manifest your love, your light and your wisdom. We want to live an image of you.  All we want is a simple marriage, but it seems like this wedding is indeed not about us, it's about 2 family, and it involve a lot of kaching kaching $$$.
We believe that God provides, and He provides abundantly. With this, I just like to pray for wisdom for Ken and I to spend on our wedding, the way that God pleased.
Grant us patient is dealing with each other, dealing with family and friends. Grant us love, Dear Lord, we are so poor in love that we thirst for it. God teach me how to love, humbly and unworldly. Teach me how not to put money as a bug that consistently bugging my head, that little devil, in Jesus name I kill you, you satan, the satan of money, the satan of comparison, the satan of conditioned love. In Jesus name, I asked you to leave us forever and never come back.
Lord have mercy on us, that we will have victory over the battle of money and love.

Abba Father, as I pray, I would like to uphold my lover Ken in this prayer, that God you have mercy on your son, you will grant me a new breakthrough in his career, it could be a good mentor, a good opportunity,   a good timing, it could be anything God, we might not know it yet, but God you are the ruler of all things, you have a plan for him, your son. I pray that God, you help him to regain his faith in you, just like how he was when he was a student in The States, like how he used to be. Make him a prayer, have faith in the power of prayer. That he will once again stand up and speak testimony of you.

Dear Lord, help me to become the women who knows how to assist, to support, to love and respect him through thick and thin. Grant me the wisdom to be a godly women, a good women.

Lord Jesus, we are weak, and we are helpless, we need you, O Lord. We thank you for the authority of the sonship and authority to pray. Thank you Lord, In Jesus name, we pray. Amen.

The night that we didn't say Goodbye on FT.